"d" day: disgusted, devastated, depressed

A lot of time a go I was tryin ' my english and here I am, tryin' again.

These days have been full of work and have made me a total neurotic, but they've past and I've planed to enjoy my free days: sleeping, reading, writing, staying in bed, cooking and listening music.
I just have to wait for my califcations, but I'm not totally worried about them.

I've been very happy this last month. A lot of people I thought they don't care about me, they really care and they've shown me how much. I was enjoying these discoveries. But lately, other people have made me to remain about a lot of thing I've forgotten or I thought I don't care anymore.
I'm very bored when people judge me because of things or ideas I had or did in the past, even, recently. Mainly, about my first impressions of everything. Me? Who is always changing her mind? When this happen, I think that people simply do not want to know me.

Well.
I won't write for a while 'cause I'll be busy with myself.